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Hmm ... ok let me talk about my feelings going to work EVERYDAY :)
Everyday waking up with my eyes close and dragging myself to shower and then take bus to work is what i really hate :X and when i reach there i dun look at the clock till when i'm having dinner "means 7pm " and when i get scolding i really feel like crying , when i took bus there i'm always sad and my feeling is like a student nve done his/her homework and ready to get scolding by thier teachers =( Buuut when the clock strike 10pm , my face will auto appear a happy face :D I really like afternoon shift ! Morning shift sucks ! And i hate when my hand tremble when i need to doing decorating with chocolate *.*other people straight lines but mine is )(&($%$%#$
i think i've grown up . i think only


Annnnd this few days i have this thinking in my mind - what if i purposely get into a car accident or jump off the building due to scolding by my chef . worth it ? No right ? Lol . but i
really hate to go work !!!! Why can't i have the same feeling going shoping to work ? Happy . Relex . No stress .