Find the difference??
Ok today is math paper 2..
At first i am FULL of confident but after the paper, sharon n hwee eng keep saying the ans* both of them get the same ans* and my ans is different from them... i got 4 ans different from them :(
So today my mood is very very SAD :((((((((( REALLY very sad,part of it is about the math paper 2 n part of it is family problems...So maybe this few days my face is not that cheerful,n sorry if i give attitude, i will try to be myself back soon.
I keep thinking about Dec when getting the result .. i am very afraid.....afraid that when i get the result is not the result that i want...how am i going to face my parents? how am i going to face my relatives when i back to m'sia for holiday ? how am i going to face my friends, if they get the result that they want n mine is not ?
I really dun wan to see my N-Level result like how i get my primary 6 result that i REALLY dun wan ..
How i wish i have this power that i can turn the clock anti-clockwise n back to being a child... n let everything that have happen back to normal. Maybe u every time see Joseph like a cheerful guy every time smile here laugh there, but do u know that i been moody,sad,angry,stress,loss control and everything bad this few weeks ??? Do u know that when i am angry how i release out my anger ?? It horrible i tell u. So every bad sides of me only my family members know that.. ok Who will shows his of her anger in front of his or her friends ?N i really feel gulity each time after i vent out my anger..because i will hurt someone with nasty words...ok i feel really better now after blogging :)
At first i am FULL of confident but after the paper, sharon n hwee eng keep saying the ans* both of them get the same ans* and my ans is different from them... i got 4 ans different from them :(
So today my mood is very very SAD :((((((((( REALLY very sad,part of it is about the math paper 2 n part of it is family problems...So maybe this few days my face is not that cheerful,n sorry if i give attitude, i will try to be myself back soon.
I keep thinking about Dec when getting the result .. i am very afraid.....afraid that when i get the result is not the result that i want...how am i going to face my parents? how am i going to face my relatives when i back to m'sia for holiday ? how am i going to face my friends, if they get the result that they want n mine is not ?
I really dun wan to see my N-Level result like how i get my primary 6 result that i REALLY dun wan ..
How i wish i have this power that i can turn the clock anti-clockwise n back to being a child... n let everything that have happen back to normal. Maybe u every time see Joseph like a cheerful guy every time smile here laugh there, but do u know that i been moody,sad,angry,stress,loss control and everything bad this few weeks ??? Do u know that when i am angry how i release out my anger ?? It horrible i tell u. So every bad sides of me only my family members know that.. ok Who will shows his of her anger in front of his or her friends ?N i really feel gulity each time after i vent out my anger..because i will hurt someone with nasty words...ok i feel really better now after blogging :)
*OK TMORROW IS CPA ...I THINK I WILL PASS FOR CPA...2 MORE DAYS N I CAN REALLY RELEX ..
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